what i`m going to go home to

bunch of roses? -nope-

a box of my fav chocolates? -nope-

a dozen kisses? -nope-

only to an unmade bed, damp towels lying either on the floor or bed, still switched on bathroom lights,and a whole bunch of messy things.

that`s what you go home to when you live with your darling.

ever wondered why you love them so much??!!

i always think about this...why do i love him so much?

is it his looks? he`s no adonis.
his money? it`s nice to have a rich sweetheart, but i can still live without abundance of it.

then what? why do i feel half complete when he`s not around?
why cant i imagine a life without him.
why do i worry to death everytime he goes out anywhere without me? (call me crazy, but i wish he would take me with him everywhere so that if anything happens to him, it will happen happen to me too...even death).

i cant describe what i feel for him. he`s just a part of me. i cant even say that without him, i`m incomplete.

coz there wont be a "me" without him.

why did god create such an emotion in a person, for another person?

sometimes i wonder...does my simple i love you justify what i feel for him?
how can i show him how much i care?

"love"...the word looks so simple.

but i cant imagine a more complex word...or feeling.

honey, you are in my soul.

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So dear I love him that with him,
All deaths I could endure.
Without him, live no life.

~ by William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet ~