what motherhood has robbed me off
..my sleep.
when my darling was a wee baby, i was kept awake almost 24 hours a day. since i had to be up every 2 hours to feed him, i went without sleep. i mean, what good is a 2 hours sleep , right?
but nowadays, he sleeps for 10-12 hours straight, and yet i am awake like i used to be when he was born. for some reason, sleep eludes me.
don`t get me wrong. i am exhausted almost ALL the time. and i do feel sleepy. but, just can`t sleep.
maybe it is a mommy thing, or maybe it is just me. is my mind and body preparing itself for the next baby?
sometime i long for a second baby, but there are more times when i just can`t imagine coping with two lil kids at the same time.
my prince has abundance of energy, which i clearly do not.
it is a confusing thing; motherhood is.
when my darling was a wee baby, i was kept awake almost 24 hours a day. since i had to be up every 2 hours to feed him, i went without sleep. i mean, what good is a 2 hours sleep , right?
but nowadays, he sleeps for 10-12 hours straight, and yet i am awake like i used to be when he was born. for some reason, sleep eludes me.
don`t get me wrong. i am exhausted almost ALL the time. and i do feel sleepy. but, just can`t sleep.
maybe it is a mommy thing, or maybe it is just me. is my mind and body preparing itself for the next baby?
sometime i long for a second baby, but there are more times when i just can`t imagine coping with two lil kids at the same time.
my prince has abundance of energy, which i clearly do not.
it is a confusing thing; motherhood is.
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