life as it is

so, i have had my second boy since my last post.

hubby was hoping for a girl this time around, but i sort of knew that it is going to be another boy; call it a mother thing..

now, i absolutely adore and love my second boy, but i MISS my firstborn. for the time being, at least, i have my firstborn at my parent`s home most of the time. i try my best to be with him throughout the day, but he sleeps at their place.

with just a 2 yr gap between the brothers, it is not easy managing both at the same time.

it is not so bad now...Shravan is almost 4 mths now, so i try to have both with me whenever possible. but although Karthi is almost 3, he turns on his baby mode at times, especially when he feels that Shravan is getting more attention than he actually should ;-)

actually, the situation is not too bad. my parents live a few floors above my unit, so i am able to spend a lot of time with him.

i ease my guilt by telling myself that once Shravan is old enough to at least entertain himself with toys, i will bring Karthi back to my house; to where he righfully belongs..