why am i being so mean...

I don`t normally stereotype people.

Of course, I always form an opinion on people I see everyday based on first impression. He`s handsome. She`s cute. His butt is too small. She`s an anorexic.

But I try not to think bad about people. Cause then I feel guilty for being judgmental.

But during lunch today, I couldn`t help myself from judging a man who was with his family.

I did not even want to write this stuff in this blog, but what`s the use of this blog if I cant say what`s on my mind?

Every member of this family was big sized. Maybe it`s their gene. The man (the husband??) was the biggest. Now, I have nothing against big sized people. In fact, I have many friends who are big boned, fleshy, and is on the borderline of obesity.

But this guy…he scared the hell out of me.
He was not only really really big sized, but was tall and bald too. And he had this bandanna tied around his head, which made him look really evil.

I would not, under any circumstances, spend a single moment in a room alone with him. Ever.

Once I returned to my office, I started thinking. Why? Why did God create people in such a way? You see people everyday, all the time. Some are really beautiful, some we discard as normal looking. But why are there people who look scary?

For all I know, he might be the sweetest guy on earth, the most loving husband and father. But he also has the looks that can scare a person from a mile away.

Is it even possible for scaring a person away with just your looks?
I feel guilty for forming such a negative opinion on him, but I can`t help it.

Even now, if I see him, I will walk away in the opposite direction.